every little thing that my mind can question leads me back to one thing - Gods love for me

So i had my doctors appointment yesterday. I needed shots and physical done for college and the camp i'm working at. I swear they took my blood pressure like 8 times yesterday. then the doctor finally gave up and shes like, its too high so your gonna have to lose weight from now until your next appointment in august. She thinks if i lost weight that my blood pressure would go down but its been up ever since my kidney failure years ago. my grandma says, "Oh its stress cause of family problems" and i'm just like uhh no. lol. So the doctor is mailing me choices of what to eat and what i can not eat. shes sticking me on a diet but she doesnt want me to do a calorie diet. This is dumb. I'm not fat. I'm not overweight and i gotta lose weight. I'm like if i lose any more than 15 i'm gonna look too thin. lol. So whatever. I'll do it. See how it goes. I guess when i'm at that summer camp in 2 weeks i'm gonna have to watch what i eat and stick to my stupid diet. lol. probably be alot of fruits and veggies. hah. that sucks. Its summer! Summer time you eat ice cream and stuff watch, that'll be on my no no list. lol.